Sleep Log

For Sept 4th...... HAHAHHAHAHAHHA

For Sept 5th........HAHHAHAHAHAAHA


I'm no longer going to be chained to the log. I will not be updating it everyday.

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All I'm gonna say is "FUCKING MASK". The fucking mask kept slipping and waking me up.

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Slept a little better. Woke up shortly after midnight, and again at 4:40. I woke up one more time at about 5 and finally at 6:28, just in time to shut off the alarm.

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Slept like crap last night. Oh well....back to normal I see.

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Slept like crap again. No fans blowing, but the windows were open. I think it may have been a little chilly in the room, but that is no excuse, I love sleeping in the cold. Taking advil at night seems to help with any back pain I get but I want to look into it to see if I could cause any damage to my liver by taking them at night.

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Well I got a little bit of a better sleep last night. A few more of those and I might come back to normality whatever that may be.

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Tossed and turned all night long. Saw every hour on the clock. I'm no longer taking mental note of the times I wake, but if I were to count, I'd say at least 12 times I woke.

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I think I'm gonna stop the blog. I'm not getting any sleep anyways, and I'm tired of posting useless drivel.

So long and thanks for all the fish.

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Again, not going to bother. I'm so fucking tired right now its not even funny. I need sleep. I will do almost anything for 8 hours of continuous pain free sleep! Common symptoms of people that have had no sleep are forgetfulness, agitation, and angry all the time. I am all 3. I am really starting to forget simple things. I get agitated when Karen asks me to do something. I need this to stop. Some people go crazy without sleep, I think that step maybe coming. Help......this is my cry for help. I desperately need sleep.

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Well I'm not even gonna bother with this today.

I've been up all night, and saw every hour on the clock last night. I moved to the couch at about 4:30am and still I could not sleep.

Holy fuck am I tired.

Sleep Log

bed: 11:00
last time noted on clock: 11:17
1st wake up: 12:45
2nd wake up: 1:56
3rd wake up: 2:33
4th wake up: 3:48
5th wake up: 4:45
moved to couch
6th wake up: 7:17
7th wake up: 8:19 (fucking lawn mower)

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bed: 11:11
last time noted on clock: 11:18
1st wake up: 2:20
2nd wake up: 3:18
3rd wake up: 5:54moved to downstairs couch
4th wake up: 8:36 (phone call)

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bed: 10:00
last time noted on clock: 10:11
1st wake up: 11:56
2nd wake up: 2:12
3rd wake up: 4:17
4th wake up: 5:32
moved to downstairs couch
5th wake up: 8:37

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bed: 10:00
last time noted on clock: 10:46
1st wake up: 11:26
2nd wake up: 1:43
3rd wake up: 3:32
4th wake up: 6:24

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Wow, late posting again.
Bed: 11pm
Last time on clock: 11:06pm
1st wake up:1:43am
2nd wake up to 11th wake up: I woke up so many times I didnt bother to keep track of time.

Dream: Yeah right....sure.......keep dreaming. (again)

F'ing CPAP machine, nose pillows not keeping a good seal.

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Wow, late posting.
Bed: 11pm
Last time on clock: 11:14pm
1st wake up: 2:20am
2nd wake up to 8th wake up: I woke up so many times I didnt bother to keep track of time.

Dream: Yeah right....sure.......keep dreaming.

F'ing CPAP machine.

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bed: 10:00
last time noted on clock: 10:26
1st wake up: 3:26
2nd wake up: 4:45
3rd wake up: 5:20
4th wake up: 6:58

Well I'm getting a good start on sleeping again. I mean who can complain about a solid 5 hours?


Dream: So I did have one, I know that, but it's not clear to me anymore. In other words, I am unable to remember what it was.

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bed: 10:00
last time noted on clock: 10:11
1st wake up: 12:30
2nd wake up: 1:45
3rd wake up: 2:20
4th wake up: 3:20
5th wake up: 4:18


I've been awake since 4:18.


Dream: Well there was a dream that I had, but due to the sensitivity of the contents, and the date of today, I'm not going to share with any of you. This is too personal to share.

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bed: 10:00
last time noted on clock: 10:16
1st wake up: 11:30
2nd wake up: 12:45
3rd wake up: 1:30ish
4th wake up: 3:20
5th wake up: 4:18
waking constantly from here on in until 6:50.

Dream: I can not remember any specific thing happening as I was awake most of the night.

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Bed: 10:36pm
Last time noted on clock: 10:44pm
1st Wake up 4:40am
2nd Wake up 6:10am
3rd Wake up 7:09am

Dream: I did have one but I waited too long to put it down on the site, I have forgotten nearly all of it.

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Bed: 11:00pm (All times Mountain)
Last time noted on clock: 11:26pm
1st wake up: 1:36am
2nd wake up: 4:11am
3rd wake up: 6:56am

Dream: I know I had some...can't remember anything though.

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Bed: 11:34pm
Last time noted on clock 12:11am
1st wake up - No idea
2nd wake up - 2:11am
3rd wake up - 6:21am (sun was quite bright shinning through the windows)

Dream: So I can't remember the entire sequence of dreams but there were several of them. Bits and pieces but tough to remember the whole thing. I know of at least 4 of them, well 4 parts of them.

1. Swimming in a pool, and it was a race. All I had to do was to push off the wall and I could beat everyone.  A friend who I have not seen in several years was in 2nd place. I pushed off the wall, and I woke up, and I was pushing off the foot board that is a part of the bed I am sleeping in.
2. There was some weird construction going on at a road (Pitt River Rd.) that is near my house. There was a farm where this a school (Pitt River Middle School), the river (Coquitlam) that is there now was a raging river, and the gentle curve in the road that is there now, was a sharp left turn. The road had been ripped up, and I was on an ATV being chased by an old lady, who I have no idea who she is. Off to the left of the road is are condos, but in the dream it was a 10 lane hwy, and the road that I was on lead to it via a rough dirt road.
3. Karen and I went on vacation, and we were stepping of of a ferry, and we were waiting for a water taxi to take us to a small island separated  in sections by water. But we waited for the taxi and it never came. We walked for a little bit and we saw that the island we were going to was almost connected to the slice of land we were on. We could have easily stepped over to it. We did, and the small island is now an old English town complete with brick black / grey brick buildings. I grabbed our suitcases and started to walk up the white stone steps. As I got to the top of the steps, they led to nowhere. 
4. I know I had a quick dream about a high school that I went to (Mary Hill Jr. Sec.). I was walking down the hallway that had the drama room, and Mr. Welsh's art room. I turned left down the hallway, and just before I got to Mr.Fullers socials room the lights went out, and I was being chased by Micheal Myers. I rounded the corner to the main office and I woke up.

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Bed: 11:00pm (Mountain Time)Last time noted on clock: 11:15pm

• Stayed at the Westin Edmonton (5 star hotel, and on the 18th floor)

1st Wake Up: 4:50am
2nd Wake Up: 6:30am
3rd Wake Up: 8:25am


Munchkin was in the room and she slept very very well again.


Dream: Ok, so this was a frickkin weird dream. On a weird scale of 10, I would have to give it a 14. There is an actor named Patrick Kilpartrick he was Micheal Myers in my dream. He was killing people all around me and told me that I could save my family and myself if I did him a favor. I had to find something of his for him. Apparently it was not on the ferry that I was on, nor was it on the bus. I found it in the dump after listening to him kill someone behind me. I dug up a metal canister. It was brown, and very tinny sounding. I turn to him and gave him the tin. He opened it on the bottom, and either cocoa, tea, or fine sand poured out from it. In the middle of this mess was a crumpled up piece of paper. It was a ticket to a soccer game between Man U and Man City.

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Bed: 12:00am (Mountain Time)

• Last time noted on clock: 12:05pm (Cell Phone Clock)

1st Wake Up - 1st Wake Up: 4:40am
2nd Wake Up: 6am
3rd Wake Up: 9:05am


Munchkin was in the room with us but she didn't nearly make enough sound as she slept very very well.


Dream: Very weird dream, waterslides, shooting range, rock stars, cribs with dots in them that would produce rock stars. A school, a teacher that tried to teach me out of a bible, and I was an undercover military cop that busted her, and we took down the whole school for illegal teachings.

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Bed: 10:00pm (Mountain Time)

• Last time noted on clock: 10:05pm (Cell Phone Clock)

1st Wake Up - 7th Wake Up: No idea of the times, as there is no clock in the room, bathroom, or anywhere I can see.
Woke up less, and got more sleep this time.

Munchkin was in the room with us but she didn't nearly make enough sound as she slept very very well.


Dream:  I had a dream that I was on a rifle range shooting targets. Not too much detail but at least I am back to dreaming.

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Bed: 11:00pm (Mountain Time)
Last time noted on clock: 11:15pm (Laptop Clock)
1st Wake Up - 9th Wake Up: No idea of the times, as there is no clock in the room, bathroom, or anywhere I can see.

Munchkin was in the room with us and she woke up several times during the night, I could not sleep. Oh well, one of the many joys of being a father.

Dream: Nope, Nada, Zilch, Zero, Squaduche. I woke up so many times, that I don't think I could even hit REM sleep.

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Bed:  11:35pm
Last Time on Clock: 12:16pm
1st Wake up: 1245am 
2nd Wake up: 1:15am
3rd Wake up: 2:44am
4th Wake up: 2:55am
5th Wake up: 2:57am stayed awake for a bit... not really able to fall back asleep
6th Wake up: 4:33am
7th Wake up: 5:23am 
8th Wake up: 7:25am


Dream:  Had a weird one. There were a bunch of people that I used to hang out with when I as a teenager, and I have since lost touch / no longer want to speak to any of them. So, these guys managed to get me away from my Dodge Dakota that I used to own, they trashed my truck, and they took a Texas Mickey of Jack Daniels and smashed it. Next thing I know I'm at my new house that they built for me...a castle albeit. It had a pink room, a green room, and a blue room. All over looking the Fraser river.


I dunno folks...thats pretty messed up if you ask me.

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Bed:  11:15pm
Last Time on clock: 11:44pm
1st Wake up: 1:38am (removed ear plugs) 
2nd Wake up: 3:37am
3rd Wake up: 6:21


Dream: So, this has to be one of the weirdest dreams I think I've had in 10 years. And the reason for this, for the last several years, I have hated this person so much that nothing would make me happier if she never existed. SO back to the dream. I was on a flight to Edmonton with my family. We landed on a road, after passing several large buildings.There was an arena or a train station, that I had seen in another dream from a long time ago, except we passed by it on the left side. I had never viewed the left side in my dreams. We got off the plane, and my ex-gf was there. She was with her husband and 2 kids. Her husband was all tatted out, and looked like a biker, but was tall and skinny like one of the kids you used to pick on in school. We were in some kind of building with 2 hallways the intersected like an "L", and in the corner of the "L" was a room. It looked like a closet. The X and I sat on the floor and had a polite conversation. Nothing snarky, nothing that would cause any type of trouble. I told her I was sorry for hurting her (although, it was me she hurt in reality). She said she left me because her friend made her, and she showed me a picture (a Harry Potter type picture that had moving pictures of her friend). She was wearing the white suit that she wore when she came out her for a wedding that we went to.


I don't know why there have been so many dreams about this person. The first several are true to my true feelings in that, if she ever disappeared, I would not care. All I have wanted to do in those dreams is to cause her serious harm. The latest is the exact opposite. 


It's bothered me so much that I couldn't go back to sleep this morning, and I even went to bed late. I'm on vacation, and I should be able to go back to sleep fairly easy, but not this time. How can a "be nice to other people" dream shake me as much as other dreams that scare me have? 

Sleep Log

Bed:  11:15pm
Last Time on Clock: 11:16pm
Took 2 Oxazepam
1st Wake up: 12:45pm (Put mask on) 
2nd Wake up: 4:48am
3rd Wake up: 7:30ish


Dream: Again I took too long to do my log entry and I have now forgotten it. Sorry.

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Bed:  10:06pm
Last Time on Clock: 10:16pm
Took 2 Oxazepam
1st Wake up: 11:30pm 
2nd Wake up: 12:15am
3rd Wake up: 12:44pm
4th Wake up: 1:18am
5th Wake up: 1:54am
6th Wake up: 2:13am
7th Wake up: 3:18am 
8th Wake up: 3:44am
9th Wake up: 4:33am
10th Wake up: 5:43am
11th Wake up: 6:13am
12th Wake up 7:15am
13th Wake up 7:34am



Dream: Fuggetaboutit.

Sleep Log

Bed: 10:05pm
Last time noted on clock: 10:07pm
1st wake up: 2:18am
2nd wake up: 4:11am 
3rd wake up: 4:50am
4th wake up: 5:15am
5th wake up: 5:45am
6th wake up: 6:34am
Moved to couch
7th wake up 8:48am


Dream: I had several again, but nothing I can remember. Not even snippets. I think I left it too late because I'm typing this so late in the day. The longer I wait the less I can remember. Sorry folks.

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Bed: 10:05pm
Last time noted on clock: 10:11pm
1st wake up: 2:36am
2nd wake up: 4:20am 
3rd wake up: 6:34am


Dream: Well again I did have a couple. But the most vivid one is the one the happened before the 2:36am wake up. Night 4 of the "themed dream". But this time, nothing was bad, I ended up walking to a combat hospital to get checked out. As I sat on the gurney, the 5 ghosts started to walk through the walls. Shortly after that, I seemed to have telekinesis, and I could move objects with a wave of my hands. I suppose the theme is coming to and end thank god, I don't know how much longer I'd be able to put up with it. 

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Bed: 9:45pm
Last time noted on clock: 9:45pm
1st wake up: 11:30pm
2nd wake up: 12:46am 
3rd wake up: 3:18am
4th wake up: 6:34am
Changed Cami


Dream: I buried the bodies... K so now this is fucked up beyond belief. 3 nights in a row, and I'm really not liking what is happening. I do not know what to make of this other than it's just a dream......right? Why can't I have the sexual dreams that span 3 nights, or the dream where I win the lotto for 3 nights? This is the EXACT reason why I don't sleep some nights at all. 

Sleep Log

Bed: 10:00pm
Last time noted on clock: 10:01pm
1st wake up: 12:26am
2nd wake up: 2:26am 
3rd wake up: 4:26am
4th wake up: 6:34am
moved to couch
5th wake up: 7:45am


Drream: Re-occurring dream - Same from the night before, except this time I can remember what I was doing. I was hiding in the bushes in my ghillie-suit and my .50. I was aiming through the front window of an ex-gf. I was actually hunting her and her family. This time I can remember shooting people, and the memory is quite vivid and extremely detailed. I knew the what, the where, the how, everything. I have no idea why though, and I really don't want to know. Although I would like for it to stop.

Sleep Log

Bed: 10:15pm
Took 2 oxazepam and used earplugsLast time noted on clock: 10:41pm
1st wake up: 11:34pm
2nd wake up: 2:21am (Removed earplugs)
3rd wake up: 3:13am
4th wake up: 4:34am
5th wake up: 5:13am
moved to couch
6th wake up 6:30am
7th wake up 8:02


Dream: I had several again, just can not remember any detail at all. Not even a snippet. I know one of them was bad, as in nightmare-ish but, can not remember pictures. I can only remember the feeling, sadness and pain, a lot of pain.

Sleep Log

Bed: 11:50pm
Last time noted on clock: 11:51pm
1st wake up: 3:45am
2nd wake up: 6:17am
3rd wake up: 7:56am


Dream: Weird dream about shooting, ghosts, and saving people. On a hill shooting at targets in a tic-tac-toe type target, where the targets popped out, or a person would...quite freaky actually. Next part was about a fairy I think. Think of the mermen from HP Goblet of Fire, only without the water. Hard to explain, but it was like we were in the Plane of hate from EQ. Don't remember much other than it was a small brick house. And by small I mean 4feet x 4 feet. The mermaid was in the house looking to be rescued, and I still had the sniper rifle on my back. Before I could get to her, whatever was chasing us, stopped and I woke up.

Sleep Log

Bed: 12:40am
Last time noted on clock: 12:41am
1st wake up: 2:43am
2nd wake up: 3:31am
3rd wake up: 6:04am
4th wake up 8:51am


Dream: I had several, but I can not remember anything. Not even a glimpse. 

Sleep Log

Bed: 10:40
Last time noted on clock: 10:41
Used earplugs
1st wake up: 3:34am
2nd wake up: 4:45am
3rd wake up: 7:01am
4th wake up 8:08am


Dream: Well I tell ya, I had 2. But I'm not going to share on a public forum. Well ok I will share a part of one of one of them.


I was on vacation somewhere and I was getting ready to come home. I had the usual stuff with me, hockey bag, computer, etc. When I opened the hockey bag to pack clothes, there were ants everywhere. And that's all I'm going to share.

Sleep Log

Bed: 8:31pm
Took 2 Oxazepam Last time noted on the clock: 8:31pm
Used earplugs
1st wake up: 3:31am
2nd wake up: 5:45am


The first wake up was move of a shifting wake up. I had to roll over and I think the mask pulled on my nose waking me up. Quick shift and roll over and I was back to sleep. Second wake up, Karen was rubbing my back to get up and shut the alarm off. Another amazing sleep. Still sleepy though.


Dream: I had 2 of them. One was 2 friends an I were heading to Scotland, and we had to catch a flight. It was weirder than all hell because we raced to get to the airport in New Westminster (there really isn't an airport there), because one of the friends had a ticket that said he left from there. The other 2 had tickets that left from YVR (Vancouver International). When we finally got to the gate, he was denied boarding, but we weren't. We ended up landing somewhere other than Scotland.


Second dream was messed up. Very short. It was harry Potter-esque. I vaguely remember waiting for a train. The train stopped and a lot of kids got off to meet with their parents. The train was elevated, something like 10-12 feet off the ground with a grassy hill. The train station was a huge oak tree.

Sleep Log

Bed: 8:23pm
Took 2 Oxazepam Last time noted on the clock: 8:23pm
1st wake up: 1:11am
2nd wake up: 2:16am
3rd wake up 3:06am 
4th wake up 4:03am
5th wake up 4:45am
6th wake up 5:25am


Dream: Well I had 4 of them I know that. But the one that sticks out the most is the one that I remember the most in the greatest detail.


So I have 2 friends Dave and Scott. Dave is mentioned because what took place, did so in his house that he used to live in. Dave used to live in a small house somewhat close to my current house. The living room was quite small maybe 12x12 and there was the fake wood on the walls. Scott was sitting in the corner checking a lottery ticket (he never gambles or buys lotto tickets) and he won $14 million. Now Scott is the most selfish prick I know. He refuses to share, to help, or even ask for help himself. In the dream, he got all excited and rubbed it in my face and left. Three of the six numbers I remember on his ticket were 14,17,26. 

Sleep Log

Bed: 8:28pm
Last time noted on the clock: 8:33pm
1st wake up: 3:28am
2nd wake up: 4:45am


Remarkably good sleep. 


Dream: Well there were 2 I think. Both seemed to be about the same thing. Going to try to put it down in writing, but it might not make sense. Dream One: Royal Columbian Hospital had moved to Coquitlam (for those that don't know, it is a major hospital in the city of New Westminster), and was made of glass. There is a tall tower in the building that faced the river. It was Oval shaped, and made purely of glass. There was an elevator in it and it wasn't a typical elevator, more like a pad that moved up and down. The elevator stuck, and something happened to the glass, it exploded outwards, and I was falling. I heard a voice to calm down and spread my wings. I was able to fly to the ground. (Woke up shortly after). Second dream. I was making out with Karen, and she had an assistant that didn't like me very much. She said she was going to tell my wife.... (Ummmm HELLOOOOOO Karen IS my wife!!!!). I can remember a street and her parents were on it with the snitch, but the two people that were there really weren't her parents. Anyways, I flew over to them and had an argument. Next thing I know, I'm flying to Routley Park, and there were kids playing in and around the tennis courts. Someone threw a red frisbee at me as I was flying and I chased it down for them. I woke up soon afterwards.

Sleep Log

Bed: 10:00pm
Last time noted on the clock: 10:04pm
1st wake up: 12:28am
2nd wake up: 1:00am
3rd wake up 3:18am 
4th wake up 5:00am


Dream: Again, I know I had one, but I can not remember it. It was actually quite a lengthy dream too. Oh well, I don't mind, long dream that I can't remember always = a half decent sleep.

Sleep Log

Bed: 10:45pm
Last time noted on the clock: 11:23pm
1st wake up: 12:35am
2nd wake up: 1:16am
3rd wake up 3:03am 
4th wake up 4:45am
5th wake up 6:30am (Momma needed help with Cami)
6th wake up well we grabbed Cami and she slept / played with us in our bed until 8am.


And for my wife...EGGSALAD!!!


Dream: All I can remember is cooking...there were 3 pies in the oven and they were burning. It was dark out, and the sirens came to the door and I looked down and saw a shallow grave in the front yard and there was everything I cooked in it. The grave was about 4 feet long and 2 feet wide. It looked like something or someone was trying to get out of it, but the black ants that were there (they were about 1 foot long) wouldn't let whatever wanted out, out.

Sleep Log

Bed: 9:45pm
Last time noted on the clock: 10:04pm
1st wake up: 12:14am
2nd wake up: 1:23am
3rd wake up 2:11am 
4th wake up 3:45am
5th wake up 4:20am
6th wake up 5:18am
7th wake up 6:49am


Dream: I had one but I don't know if I want to share. I'm torn, I want to write it down, but at the same time it was so personal I don't want to share. It's regarding a friend of mine who died recently. It as to do with war, a field hospital, and a raid.

Sleep Log

Bed: 9:45pm
Last time noted on the clock: 10:01pm
1st wake up: 11:22pm
2nd wake up: 12:38am
3rd wake up 5:15am (alarm clock)


Went to CanSleep for a reconfiguration of CPAP. Levels adjusted +1. Also did an oximeter test overnight. 2nd straight night of no pills. Woke up with a massive f*ckin headache on the left side, between the eye socket and the earlobe. Hard to focus on bright lights.


Dream: Well again, I did have one, actually a very detailed one, but I can not remember it. I think when I woke up with the headache, it caused to me to lose focus on trying to remember the dream, and I just forgot. I'm certain the dream had something to do with Alberta, Snow, Rain, and an island.

Sleep Log

Bed: 10:00pm
Last time noted on the clock: 11:03pm
1st wake up: 1:28am
2nd wake up: 4:12am
3rd wake up 5:15am (alarm clock)


Pretty tired this morning. I did not take any pills last night but I think I could use another couple hours in bed sleeping. Last night was the best night of sleeping I have had in a few days, AND was not on any meds or meletonin. 


This is for my wife: EGGSALAD!!


Dream: Again, I had a very long detailed dream this morning, but I can not remember it. It was neither bad nor good, it was just a dream. Almost like "living" a normal night. So I live during the day, and rest at night, but the dream was sort of a continuation of what I do during the day. Pretty sure Karen and Cami were in it, and I vaguely remember driving a car.

Sleep Log

Took 2 melatonin pills at 8:30pm
Bed: 8:30pm
Last time noted on the clock: 9:03pm
1st wake up: 12:28am
2nd wake up: 1:15am


Been up since 1:30. 


Dream: I dreamt I was on a military train that stopped at a town called Milijasevic. There were large yellow cranes offloading the train. The base was nestled between 2 mountains, and there were several larger hangers. The cranes looked as though they were loading tomahawks into these giant tubes. There must have been several thousand soldiers on this base. I do not think it was just one country's base, but in fact a NATO-type base. I clearly remember Russians, Brits, Canadian, French (France), but I did not see American. Once I got off the train and headed towards the hanger and I put my gear down, there was an overwhelming feeling of sadness and I woke up.

Sleep Log

Took 1 melatonin and 1 Trazadone  pill at 8:30pm
Bed: 8:30pm
Last time noted on the clock: 8:45pm
1st wake up: 1:22am
2nd wake up: 2:15am
3rd Wake up: 3:30am

Been up since 3:30. 


Dream: Yeah right.....

Sleep Log

Took 2 pills at 6:35pm
Bed: 8:20pm
Last time noted on the clock: 8:40pm
1st wake up: 1:30am
2nd wake up: 2:35am
3rd Wake up: 3:30am
4th Wake up: 4:30am


I just laid in bed waiting for 5:15am. I heard Cami cry so I went into her room, grabbed her from her crib and brought her to bed with us so that she would calm down. She was out instantly.


Dream: I had one or 2 but it's no use trying to remember, I just can't. I am not functioning at any reasonable capacity today. 


Good news is I am going to Dr. to see if I can get a prescription stronger than Oxazepam today.

Sleep Log

Bed: 9:45pm
Last Time on Clock: 10:23pm


1st Wake up: 11:26pm (Thunderstorm)
Awake until 12:20am


2nd Wake up: 1:06am
Not able to get back to sleep. Rolled over and adjusted mask.
Awake until 1:30am 


3rd Wake up: 2:18am
Awake until 3:02am

4th Wake up: 3:18am
5th Wake up: 3:54am
6th Wake up: 4:19am
7th Wake up: 4:44am 
8th Wake up: 5:49am
9th Wake up: 6:37am


Dream: I can only remember bits and pieces. Nothing much to say here. I was driving a car, and Art and Doug were in it, we chased some guy to a house, and my ex-gf who now was a nurse came out. She got into the front seat of the car. Then I woke up.

Sleep Log

Bed: 8:20pm
Last Time on Clock: 8:45pm
1st Wake up: 9:30pm (cat puked)
2nd Wake up: 10:06pm 
3rd Wake up: 11:14pm
4th Wake up: 12:18am
5th Wake up: 1:04am
6th Wake up: 2:13am
7th Wake up: 3:08am (Went for a pee, and didn't get back to sleep until 3:30am)
8th Wake up: 3:49am
9th Wake up: 4:33am
10th Wake up: 5:23am
11th Wake up: 6:13am
12th Wake up 7:05am
13th Wake up 7:34am
14th Wake up 8:00am


Well that was a short lived record. I need some sleep. This is getting ridiculous. I wake up more tired each and every day. Something has to give, either my sanity, or a great sleep. I think it will be my sanity.


Dream: I remember a dream that I had between the 7:34 and 8:00 wake ups. My parents lived in this really really expensive house, that had a massive pool in the back yard. I think my dad was a real estate tycoon. For whatever reason, he was trying to shoot me, and my mom was helping him by giving him magazines for his gun. I would run and hide around the side of the house, and the bullets would come through the walls and just miss me. I ran down the street trying to get away from them (my parents) in a brand new subdivision my dad was working on. I remember having to go for a pee and trying to run into one of the unfinished houses. One of my dads goons was close by and started to chase me throughout the complex. I turn the corner and there was a crew on a crane that had just lowered and were coming after me. I woke up and had to pee.......go figure.