Sleep Log

Bed:  11:15pm
Last Time on clock: 11:44pm
1st Wake up: 1:38am (removed ear plugs) 
2nd Wake up: 3:37am
3rd Wake up: 6:21


Dream: So, this has to be one of the weirdest dreams I think I've had in 10 years. And the reason for this, for the last several years, I have hated this person so much that nothing would make me happier if she never existed. SO back to the dream. I was on a flight to Edmonton with my family. We landed on a road, after passing several large buildings.There was an arena or a train station, that I had seen in another dream from a long time ago, except we passed by it on the left side. I had never viewed the left side in my dreams. We got off the plane, and my ex-gf was there. She was with her husband and 2 kids. Her husband was all tatted out, and looked like a biker, but was tall and skinny like one of the kids you used to pick on in school. We were in some kind of building with 2 hallways the intersected like an "L", and in the corner of the "L" was a room. It looked like a closet. The X and I sat on the floor and had a polite conversation. Nothing snarky, nothing that would cause any type of trouble. I told her I was sorry for hurting her (although, it was me she hurt in reality). She said she left me because her friend made her, and she showed me a picture (a Harry Potter type picture that had moving pictures of her friend). She was wearing the white suit that she wore when she came out her for a wedding that we went to.


I don't know why there have been so many dreams about this person. The first several are true to my true feelings in that, if she ever disappeared, I would not care. All I have wanted to do in those dreams is to cause her serious harm. The latest is the exact opposite. 


It's bothered me so much that I couldn't go back to sleep this morning, and I even went to bed late. I'm on vacation, and I should be able to go back to sleep fairly easy, but not this time. How can a "be nice to other people" dream shake me as much as other dreams that scare me have?