I'm sad

Dear God,

FUCK YOU! Really...did you have to? Really?

And then to rub it in, as they unplugged her, she raised her arms.

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For Sept 4th...... HAHAHHAHAHAHHA

For Sept 5th........HAHHAHAHAHAAHA


I'm no longer going to be chained to the log. I will not be updating it everyday.

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All I'm gonna say is "FUCKING MASK". The fucking mask kept slipping and waking me up.

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Slept a little better. Woke up shortly after midnight, and again at 4:40. I woke up one more time at about 5 and finally at 6:28, just in time to shut off the alarm.

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Slept like crap last night. Oh well....back to normal I see.

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Slept like crap again. No fans blowing, but the windows were open. I think it may have been a little chilly in the room, but that is no excuse, I love sleeping in the cold. Taking advil at night seems to help with any back pain I get but I want to look into it to see if I could cause any damage to my liver by taking them at night.

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Well I got a little bit of a better sleep last night. A few more of those and I might come back to normality whatever that may be.

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Tossed and turned all night long. Saw every hour on the clock. I'm no longer taking mental note of the times I wake, but if I were to count, I'd say at least 12 times I woke.

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I think I'm gonna stop the blog. I'm not getting any sleep anyways, and I'm tired of posting useless drivel.

So long and thanks for all the fish.

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Again, not going to bother. I'm so fucking tired right now its not even funny. I need sleep. I will do almost anything for 8 hours of continuous pain free sleep! Common symptoms of people that have had no sleep are forgetfulness, agitation, and angry all the time. I am all 3. I am really starting to forget simple things. I get agitated when Karen asks me to do something. I need this to stop. Some people go crazy without sleep, I think that step maybe coming. Help......this is my cry for help. I desperately need sleep.

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Well I'm not even gonna bother with this today.

I've been up all night, and saw every hour on the clock last night. I moved to the couch at about 4:30am and still I could not sleep.

Holy fuck am I tired.

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bed: 11:00
last time noted on clock: 11:17
1st wake up: 12:45
2nd wake up: 1:56
3rd wake up: 2:33
4th wake up: 3:48
5th wake up: 4:45
moved to couch
6th wake up: 7:17
7th wake up: 8:19 (fucking lawn mower)

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bed: 11:11
last time noted on clock: 11:18
1st wake up: 2:20
2nd wake up: 3:18
3rd wake up: 5:54moved to downstairs couch
4th wake up: 8:36 (phone call)

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bed: 10:00
last time noted on clock: 10:11
1st wake up: 11:56
2nd wake up: 2:12
3rd wake up: 4:17
4th wake up: 5:32
moved to downstairs couch
5th wake up: 8:37

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bed: 10:00
last time noted on clock: 10:46
1st wake up: 11:26
2nd wake up: 1:43
3rd wake up: 3:32
4th wake up: 6:24

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Wow, late posting again.
Bed: 11pm
Last time on clock: 11:06pm
1st wake up:1:43am
2nd wake up to 11th wake up: I woke up so many times I didnt bother to keep track of time.

Dream: Yeah right....sure.......keep dreaming. (again)

F'ing CPAP machine, nose pillows not keeping a good seal.

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Wow, late posting.
Bed: 11pm
Last time on clock: 11:14pm
1st wake up: 2:20am
2nd wake up to 8th wake up: I woke up so many times I didnt bother to keep track of time.

Dream: Yeah right....sure.......keep dreaming.

F'ing CPAP machine.

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bed: 10:00
last time noted on clock: 10:26
1st wake up: 3:26
2nd wake up: 4:45
3rd wake up: 5:20
4th wake up: 6:58

Well I'm getting a good start on sleeping again. I mean who can complain about a solid 5 hours?


Dream: So I did have one, I know that, but it's not clear to me anymore. In other words, I am unable to remember what it was.

Sleep Log

bed: 10:00
last time noted on clock: 10:11
1st wake up: 12:30
2nd wake up: 1:45
3rd wake up: 2:20
4th wake up: 3:20
5th wake up: 4:18


I've been awake since 4:18.


Dream: Well there was a dream that I had, but due to the sensitivity of the contents, and the date of today, I'm not going to share with any of you. This is too personal to share.

Sleep Log

bed: 10:00
last time noted on clock: 10:16
1st wake up: 11:30
2nd wake up: 12:45
3rd wake up: 1:30ish
4th wake up: 3:20
5th wake up: 4:18
waking constantly from here on in until 6:50.

Dream: I can not remember any specific thing happening as I was awake most of the night.